so now
i will only be paying 150 rent a month for a basement, yay!
i will share it with my best friend and wonderful son! <3
but my best friend is being kind of….moody???
whatever, haha. i’m going to enjoy my weekend :)))
going to make a wonderful book for my wonderful husband to be!
i love you so muxh hunny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 when my son takes a nap that is! hahaha, hopefully soon because i’ve got a lot to do! and he just keeps making messes galore for me, JOY!!
AND OF COURSE I SUFFER FROM AN ANA/MIA LIFESTYLE!!
REALLY HOW MORE FUCKED UP OF A PERSON COULD I BE?
yea so fuck my life for real dude!!
why is life so fucking hard, i just want to run away. things are great in my life but also very bad. i’ve got a full time job i’m not sure i can keep because i have a kid and the baby daddy isn’t wanting to watch him while i work and i haven’t been there long enough to afford day care yet. i have no car, no diploma of any sort, getting GED soon i hope, i can feel my best friend is getting tired of lettig me use her car to get back in fourth to work and i understand gas is a bitch and she needs it for work too. i live with her and her mom and after her mom said i could move in they are moving and now don’t want me here. the fuck? so i’m pretty muxh ready to get out of this shit hole state, and almost desperate!! i’m reaching a serious breaking point but i refuse to let anyone see that side of me, i’ve been broken to many times. more than anybody knows because i don’t talk about it. nobody knows everything about me. except God, who i am begining to turn too andi believe he is the only reason i’m still in this.
